<font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">UPLIFTING MUSIC</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">CHORAL MUSIC</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">JAZZ MUSIC</font> <font color="yellow">(GRUNTS)</font> <font color="yellow">Sometimes I watch TV a bit like</font> <font color="yellow">this. Yeah, just flip my legs up</font> <font color="yellow">behind my head sometimes.</font> <font color="yellow">Yes, um, I'm so flexible that I get</font> <font color="yellow">stiff very easily from just sitting</font> <font color="yellow">around in a chair.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">DRUM ROLL</font> <font color="yellow">Hi. I'm Salem Foxx. I'm 14, and</font> <font color="yellow">I'm very passionate about dance,</font> <font color="yellow">especially ballet.</font> <font color="yellow">And I've Asperger's syndrome.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">GENTLE PIANO MUSIC</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">MUSIC CONTINUES</font> <font color="yellow">When I was 3, I was let into dance</font> <font color="yellow">class, and, yes, been hooked on it</font> <font color="yellow">ever since.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">DELICATE PIANO MUSIC</font> <font color="yellow">One aspect I like about dance as</font> <font color="yellow">well is almost the technicality</font> <font color="yellow">of it and the discipline.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">MUSIC CONTINUES</font> <font color="yellow">Oh, it's just the feeling of doing</font> <font color="yellow">it, feeling of going through the</font> <font color="yellow">moves and...</font> <font color="yellow">It's just an amazing feeling.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">PIANO MUSIC ENDS</font> <font color="yellow">My daily practice can often just be</font> <font color="yellow">going through some of the exercises</font> <font color="yellow">I'm going to do for my exam,</font> <font color="yellow">cos I've got a, um, competition</font> <font color="yellow">coming up in Auckland in three</font> <font color="yellow">weeks.</font> <font color="yellow">Some days you might just feel like</font> <font color="yellow">going to bed, but` and staying in</font> <font color="yellow">bed,</font> <font color="yellow">but I'd like to have a career in,</font> <font color="yellow">um, ballet as a professional dan`</font> <font color="yellow">dancer.</font> <font color="yellow">I'd like to be, say, with a ballet</font> <font color="yellow">company ` either the Royal NZ Ballet</font> <font color="yellow">or, say, something overseas or...</font> <font color="yellow">Especially, I'd eventually love</font> <font color="yellow">to be a principal dancer.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">REFLECTIVE PIANO MUSIC</font> <font color="yellow">I like being in my bedroom, because</font> <font color="yellow">it's sort of my` my place, really.</font> <font color="yellow">It's got all my stuff that I really</font> <font color="yellow">like ` my, um` all my books.</font> <font color="yellow">Y-Yes, like... Yes, all my books,</font> <font color="yellow">all my, um, whatever I like to</font> <font color="yellow">play with.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">MUSIC CONTINUES</font> <font color="yellow">Come and have a look at</font> <font color="yellow">my mosses. (CHUCKLES)</font> <font color="yellow">See, you've got a</font> <font color="yellow">lot here. (CHUCKLES)</font> <font color="yellow">This is Funaria hygrometrica moss.</font> <font color="yellow">As you can see, these are its</font> <font color="yellow">spore capsules.</font> <font color="yellow">That's actually a succulent,</font> <font color="yellow">but yet it's growing in damp.</font> <font color="yellow">Ohhh.</font> <font color="yellow">SIGHS: Yeah.</font> <font color="cyan">Salem's life is very busy.</font> <font color="cyan">He has several classes a week,</font> <font color="cyan">plus then ev` nearly every day,</font> <font color="cyan">six days a week, he's practising.</font> <font color="yellow">(GROANS)</font> <font color="yellow">(SIGHS)</font> <font color="cyan">It's a good discipline for him.</font> <font color="cyan">It's` He` He thrives on it.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">CURIOUS PIANO MUSIC</font> <font color="yellow">I find it hard to talk</font> <font color="yellow">about Asperger's.</font> <font color="yellow">So many people in the world</font> <font color="yellow">that just don't understand</font> <font color="yellow">what it really is.</font> <font color="yellow">Sometimes they can't exac` Sometimes</font> <font color="yellow">they can be, um, not, uh...</font> <font color="yellow">Got it in my head. It just</font> <font color="yellow">won't come out. (CHUCKLES)</font> <font color="cyan">I knew Salem was different</font> <font color="cyan">very early on.</font> <font color="cyan">Right from the start,</font> <font color="cyan">he didn't communicate.</font> <font color="cyan">His communication was hitting and</font> <font color="cyan">screaming. He didn't really walk</font> <font color="cyan">for quite a while.</font> <font color="cyan">Then he would use his fingers a lot.</font> <font color="cyan">And with a toy car, he'd turn it</font> <font color="cyan">over,</font> <font color="cyan">and he'd just play with the wheels</font> <font color="cyan">and just see the wheels go round.</font> <font color="cyan">He just wouldn't know what to do.</font> <font color="cyan">He'd just be mesmerised by the</font> <font color="cyan">wheels.</font> <font color="cyan">He started dancing before he was 3,</font> <font color="cyan">which was a huge help.</font> <font color="cyan">The discipline really</font> <font color="cyan">helped him, and being...</font> <font color="cyan">You know, you had to do certain</font> <font color="cyan">things, and he really liked that.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">DELICATE HARPSICHORD MUSIC</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">MUSIC CONTINUES</font> <font color="yellow">I don't tend to tell people that</font> <font color="yellow">I have Asperger's. It's just often</font> <font color="yellow">isn't received too warmly by people.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">CURIOUS HARPSICHORD MUSIC</font> <font color="yellow">People may think that it's</font> <font color="yellow">a disorder or something.</font> <font color="yellow">It can actually have benefits to it.</font> <font color="yellow">If I didn't have Asperger's,</font> <font color="yellow">I could've possibly not even</font> <font color="yellow">had my obsession with ballet.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">MUSIC CONTINUES</font> <font color="lime">SOFTLY: Using the floor</font> <font color="lime">to warm up and go. Oh.</font> <font color="lime">And two and three and four</font> <font color="lime">and five and six</font> <font color="lime">and seven and eight.</font> <font color="lime">Two and three and four and chaine `</font> <font color="lime">one, two, three, four.</font> <font color="lime">Now step to pose.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">MUSIC ENDS</font> <font color="lime">To be a professional dancer of any</font> <font color="lime">sort, not just ballet, you have to</font> <font color="lime">really have a good mental attitude.</font> <font color="lime">You have to have a strong mind</font> <font color="lime">so that you'll work hard.</font> <font color="lime">Um, I think Salem has got that</font> <font color="lime">strong mind. Sometimes it's</font> <font color="lime">difficult for him,...</font> <font color="lime">simply because he</font> <font color="lime">wants to be the best.</font> <font color="lime">Port de bras.</font> <font color="lime">Forward. Lengthening... the spine...</font> <font color="lime">and up....</font> <font color="lime">and down with the arms.</font> <font color="lime">(INHALES LOUDLY)</font> <font color="lime">Just easily. Da-dum.</font> <font color="lime">Dum... da.</font> <font color="lime">'I have often thought that</font> <font color="lime">Asperger's does help Salem</font> <font color="lime">with his dance</font> <font color="lime">'and his way of looking at dance</font> <font color="lime">and especially choreography.'</font> <font color="lime">Cos I had this suspicion that he</font> <font color="lime">pictured the movements in his head</font> <font color="lime">rather than using his body to</font> <font color="lime">do the movement beforehand.</font> <font color="lime">To demi plie single.</font> <font color="lime">Up,... good.</font> <font color="lime">Controlling that nicely.</font> <font color="lime">Now doubles.</font> <font color="lime">To fourth again, and pirouette.</font> <font color="lime">Dum! Now, what you did there was</font> <font color="lime">dip. Don't dip. You're going down</font> <font color="lime">into your hips there.</font> <font color="lime">Don't do it. Don't do it. Just...</font> <font color="lime">From there, take it out. Da-dum!</font> <font color="yellow">(SQUEALS)</font> <font color="yellow">(SQUEALS)</font> <font color="lime">And neck straight up.</font> <font color="yellow">I tend to take things</font> <font color="yellow">in black and white,</font> <font color="yellow">but many people seem to` seem to,</font> <font color="yellow">um, speak and explain things more</font> <font color="yellow">in the greys,</font> <font color="yellow">and I generally don't understand</font> <font color="yellow">what they have, and often I have</font> <font color="yellow">to get Mum to translate them.</font> <font color="yellow">Like 'square up your shoulders' and</font> <font color="yellow">stuff. What does that mean? (LAUGHS)</font> <font color="yellow">Obviously, all that</font> <font color="yellow">meant was simply, um,</font> <font color="yellow">instead of having your shoulders,</font> <font color="yellow">like, off an angle or something,</font> <font color="yellow">have 'em square.</font> <font color="yellow">Why don't they just simply say,</font> <font color="yellow">'Make sure your body or shoulders</font> <font color="yellow">are facing directly to the front'?</font> <font color="yellow">(CHUCKLES) Very simple.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">DRUM ROLL</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">JAUNTY MUSIC</font> <font color="cyan">Ooh! ></font> <font color="cyan">Ooh! ></font> <font color="lime">Did you hurt your foot? ></font> <font color="yellow">Yeah, um...</font> <font color="yellow">Yeah, um...</font> <font color="lime">Yep. ></font> <font color="yellow">Maybe too much</font> <font color="yellow">resistance in my feet.</font> <font color="yellow">Maybe too much</font> <font color="yellow">resistance in my feet.</font> <font color="lime">Right. OK, well, just shake it. ></font> <font color="yellow">Getting a little bit frustrated,</font> <font color="yellow">because I wasn't plie-ing very well.</font> <font color="yellow">I've rearranged some of the steps</font> <font color="yellow">to, um... to suit me be-better.</font> <font color="yellow">It's, um... It's` It's</font> <font color="yellow">a very neat choreog` Oh.</font> <font color="yellow">(SIGHS)</font> <font color="yellow">(SIGHS)</font> <font color="lime">(CHUCKLES) ></font> <font color="yellow">(SIGHS)</font> <font color="lime">(CHUCKLES) ></font> <font color="cyan">Mm-hm. That's all right. ></font> <font color="yellow">It's...</font> <font color="yellow">It's...</font> <font color="lime">No, that was good. ></font> <font color="cyan">It's OK. Just breathe. ></font> <font color="cyan">It's OK. Just breathe. ></font> <font color="yellow">Yeah, I know. I can do the</font> <font color="yellow">dancing and not the talking.</font> <font color="lime">Well, that wasn't too bad.</font> <font color="lime">Shall we do it now with doubles? ></font> <font color="yellow">OK.</font> <font color="yellow">OK.</font> <font color="lime">Do you feel up to doubles?</font> <font color="yellow">OK.</font> <font color="lime">Do you feel up to doubles?</font> <font color="yellow">Hmm. I'll give it a go.</font> <font color="yellow">I can get disappointed in myself.</font> <font color="yellow">A lot of dancers are perfectionists,</font> <font color="yellow">and we really get so caught up in</font> <font color="yellow">the technique and what we've done</font> <font color="yellow">wrong</font> <font color="yellow">that we don't really focus</font> <font color="yellow">on what's... what's, um`</font> <font color="yellow">what we've` how well and</font> <font color="yellow">what things have gone right.</font> <font color="lime">One, two, three. OK.</font> <font color="lime">Now, that was three and a swizzle.</font> <font color="lime">So we'll stick to three.</font> <font color="lime">One, two` Now you're pushing</font> <font color="lime">yourself over that way.</font> <font color="lime">Bum-ba! That was better.</font> <font color="lime">See, you've got around twice,</font> <font color="lime">because you used less...</font> <font color="lime">ferociousness.</font> <font color="lime">'So sometimes he does get very</font> <font color="lime">annoyed with himself when he</font> <font color="lime">can't do the steps.</font> <font color="lime">'But what he forgets</font> <font color="lime">is he's, what, 14 now.'</font> <font color="lime">He's still a very... young person.</font> <font color="lime">There's no way his body could do</font> <font color="lime">the steps as brilliantly as he</font> <font color="lime">wants to ` yet.</font> <font color="lime">He's got all that possibility,</font> <font color="lime">but it will come gradually over</font> <font color="lime">the years.</font> <font color="lime">Got plenty of time. ></font> <font color="lime">Up, up, good. ></font> <font color="lime">That was beautiful. ></font> <font color="lime">Down. And up.</font> <font color="lime">That was the best one yet.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">LIVELY PIANO MUSIC PLAYS</font> <font color="yellow">(LAUGHS)</font> <font color="lime">Down, up, up, down! ></font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">BIRDS TWITTER</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">GATE RATTLES</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">BIRD SCREECHES</font> <font color="yellow">Chookie, bup-bup-ba!</font> <font color="yellow">Chookie, bup-bup-ba! Come on!</font> <font color="yellow">Silly girls. Come on.</font> <font color="yellow">You guys are weeeird.</font> <font color="yellow">Hey, Tygie. Tygie's</font> <font color="yellow">a good little girl.</font> <font color="yellow">That's all right.</font> <font color="yellow">It's all right, Tygie.</font> <font color="yellow">I really love my chickens.</font> <font color="yellow">They're just s` They're such</font> <font color="yellow">lovely cre` creatures,</font> <font color="yellow">especially when you manage to tame</font> <font color="yellow">them. And they're v` almost more</font> <font color="yellow">tame than cats, actually. (LAUGHS)</font> <font color="yellow">Come on.</font> <font color="cyan">A lot of autistic and Asperger's</font> <font color="cyan">children don't have empathy.</font> <font color="cyan">But being around animals have</font> <font color="cyan">been a big thing in his life.</font> <font color="cyan">He's always been around cats.</font> <font color="cyan">We used to have bunnies and</font> <font color="cyan">guinea pigs,</font> <font color="cyan">but they would all, sort of,</font> <font color="cyan">die off with old age. (LAUGHS)</font> <font color="yellow">I really like gardening. This</font> <font color="yellow">garden's... I started it a few</font> <font color="yellow">years ago, and as you can see,</font> <font color="yellow">um, there've been plenty of times</font> <font color="yellow">that I haven't weeded it properly.</font> <font color="yellow">(GIGGLES)</font> <font color="yellow">Oh, all these weeds.</font> <font color="cyan">A lot to do, isn't there? ></font> <font color="cyan">A lot to do, isn't there? ></font> <font color="yellow">Yeah.</font> <font color="yellow">(HUFFS)</font> <font color="yellow">I just... I really hate... hate</font> <font color="yellow">sun` sunlight, bright sunlight</font> <font color="yellow">and, um, all of that, because...</font> <font color="yellow">especially with Asperger's syndrome,</font> <font color="yellow">generally, we have a sensitivity to</font> <font color="yellow">the heat and the brightness.</font> <font color="yellow">Cos it's so glary for me, especially</font> <font color="yellow">if I go out here. You get all of</font> <font color="yellow">this glare.</font> <font color="yellow">It's v` It's very unpleasant</font> <font color="yellow">and hot, and it's like... (SIGHS)</font> <font color="yellow">(GRUNTS SOFTLY)</font> <font color="yellow">I have had a few people</font> <font color="yellow">that have been unkind to me.</font> <font color="yellow">Yes, uh, I... Like, I used to be</font> <font color="yellow">called, um, 'retard' and all of</font> <font color="yellow">that.</font> <font color="cyan">He did get bullied</font> <font color="cyan">because he was different.</font> <font color="cyan">He had a real thing about germs,</font> <font color="cyan">and if people put his pencils in</font> <font color="cyan">their mouths and stuff like that,</font> <font color="cyan">he'd just go off his nut. You know,</font> <font color="cyan">he couldn't cope. He couldn't cope</font> <font color="cyan">with that at all.</font> <font color="yellow">Often the teachers wouldn't even</font> <font color="yellow">listen to` listen to, um, what I</font> <font color="yellow">had to say.</font> <font color="yellow">I'd often try to take matters into</font> <font color="yellow">my own hands, and then the bullies</font> <font color="yellow">would tell on me,</font> <font color="yellow">and I'd be taken as</font> <font color="yellow">a bully. (CHUCKLES)</font> <font color="yellow">Yeah, so I was... I was` I was</font> <font color="yellow">probably the most punished</font> <font color="yellow">person in my entire class.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">REFLECTIVE PIANO MUSIC</font> <font color="yellow">Now, this is my</font> <font color="yellow">favourite botany book.</font> <font color="yellow">This is almost what I've called my</font> <font color="yellow">botanical ga` my botanical bible.</font> <font color="yellow">This is really what started my</font> <font color="yellow">full interest in, um, scientific</font> <font color="yellow">botany. Let me see.</font> <font color="yellow">Yes, this is` this was` this was</font> <font color="yellow">printed around about 19` 1925` 3,</font> <font color="yellow">I think,</font> <font color="yellow">and, yes, it's got,</font> <font color="yellow">sort of, diagrams in it.</font> <font color="yellow">One thing I love about homeschooling</font> <font color="yellow">is the fact you can, sort of, study</font> <font color="yellow">other subjects.</font> <font color="cyan">It comes under unschooling,</font> <font color="cyan">and you` it's, um...</font> <font color="cyan">you just go with what,...</font> <font color="cyan">you know, the child is interested</font> <font color="cyan">in, and... and you just really go</font> <font color="cyan">with it.</font> <font color="yellow">There are a whole bunch of mosses</font> <font color="yellow">arou` Yeah, I've got these mosses</font> <font color="yellow">around here.</font> <font color="yellow">I actually get these` These are</font> <font color="yellow">pretty neat, cos this moss actually</font> <font color="yellow">looks like a fan.</font> <font color="yellow">This is a humongous moss. You don't</font> <font color="yellow">find mosses this big that often.</font> <font color="yellow">Mosses are actually more related to</font> <font color="yellow">the general land plan` plants like</font> <font color="yellow">trees, and, um,</font> <font color="yellow">you have angiosperms</font> <font color="yellow">and gymnosperms. Yeah.</font> <font color="yellow">I really like delving into... deeply</font> <font color="yellow">into something, you know? It's just</font> <font color="yellow">like...</font> <font color="yellow">Scratching the surface isn't enough</font> <font color="yellow">for me. If I've got the books in</font> <font color="yellow">front of me and everything,</font> <font color="yellow">I'll be, like, 'Oh, look through</font> <font color="yellow">that; look through that,' and,</font> <font color="yellow">um, yeah, it's...</font> <font color="yellow">You get really interested and</font> <font color="yellow">fascinated, and before you know,</font> <font color="yellow">you can really, um,</font> <font color="yellow">you get so engrossed in it that</font> <font color="yellow">you actually have to be cooled out.</font> <font color="yellow">(CHUCKLES)</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">JAZZ MUSIC</font> <font color="cyan">He makes his own breakfast.</font> <font color="cyan">He makes his own sandwiches.</font> <font color="cyan">He's learning to fill his lunch box</font> <font color="cyan">with as much food as possible, cos</font> <font color="cyan">he does need to eat a lot.</font> <font color="cyan">He's travelling to his classes</font> <font color="cyan">by himself now, which is great.</font> <font color="cyan">It gives him some independence</font> <font color="cyan">and makes him feel</font> <font color="cyan">a bit more grown up.</font> <font color="cyan">You've got something</font> <font color="cyan">warm for tonight?</font> <font color="cyan">You've got something</font> <font color="cyan">warm for tonight?</font> <font color="yellow">Yes. Two things, in fact.</font> <font color="cyan">All right. I will</font> <font color="cyan">see you later. Mwah!</font> <font color="yellow">See you, Ma. (LAUGHS)</font> <font color="yellow">See you, Ma. (LAUGHS)</font> <font color="cyan">Off you go.</font> <font color="yellow">See you, Ma. (LAUGHS)</font> <font color="cyan">Off you go.</font> <font color="yellow">Yup.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">DRUM ROLL</font> <font color="cyan">Having a child with Asperger's, you</font> <font color="cyan">sort of get into all these routines</font> <font color="cyan">where they're comfortable.</font> <font color="cyan">But I didn't really think...</font> <font color="cyan">That's not how you really live</font> <font color="cyan">in the world.</font> <font color="cyan">And also, being a dancer,</font> <font color="cyan">in his career, he's going</font> <font color="cyan">to have to travel.</font> <font color="cyan">He's always gonna be</font> <font color="cyan">in new situations.</font> <font color="cyan">And, of course, if he was just</font> <font color="cyan">in his little safe environment,</font> <font color="cyan">he couldn't do that.</font> <font color="cyan">He needs to be challenged.</font> <font color="cyan">And meeting new people, um, being in</font> <font color="cyan">different situations is a challenge</font> <font color="cyan">for him.</font> <font color="cyan">But he's sl` As he matures,</font> <font color="cyan">he's coping with it better.</font> <font color="yellow">I've been going up to Waikanae</font> <font color="yellow">and all of that a lot more often,</font> <font color="yellow">so that's been a big thing</font> <font color="yellow">for, um, like, confidence.</font> <font color="yellow">Yeah, Mum can sometimes help me not</font> <font color="yellow">get stressed in situations when I'm</font> <font color="yellow">alone, like, um...</font> <font color="yellow">like, yes, when I started, um,</font> <font color="yellow">travelling out to Waikanae by</font> <font color="yellow">myself, my, um...</font> <font color="yellow">my mum` mum would often write</font> <font color="yellow">instructions just in case, say,</font> <font color="yellow">something didn't go</font> <font color="yellow">to plan or something.</font> <font color="yellow">I'm not exactly very good at, um,</font> <font color="yellow">sometimes, you know, improvisation.</font> <font color="yellow">What if I miss the bus or something</font> <font color="yellow">when I'm by myself? What do I do if</font> <font color="yellow">it's like, you know,</font> <font color="yellow">another bus would take a long time?</font> <font color="yellow">(WHIMPERS SOFTLY) I can't.</font> <font color="cyan">Salem tends to have</font> <font color="cyan">what we call meltdowns.</font> <font color="cyan">It's when he can't cope with</font> <font color="cyan">something and things aren't</font> <font color="cyan">going quite right for him.</font> <font color="yellow">(SOBS SOFTLY)</font> <font color="yellow">(PANTS)</font> <font color="yellow">(WHIMPERS)</font> <font color="yellow">Ma?</font> <font color="yellow">Train's late.</font> <font color="yellow">Ma, what? I'll be</font> <font color="yellow">late for my lesson.</font> <font color="yellow">I won't be able to</font> <font color="yellow">get bus in time, Mum.</font> <font color="yellow">Yeah.</font> <font color="yellow">OK, Ma.</font> <font color="yellow">Sure it will be all right?</font> <font color="yellow">It doesn't seem like it.</font> <font color="yellow">Oh God. Oh God, oh God. Oh` OK?</font> <font color="yellow">Yeah, OK.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">TENSE PIANO MUSIC</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">TRAIN HISSES</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">PIANO MUSIC CONTINUES</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="red">#</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">DOORS BEEP</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">TRAIN BUZZES</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">PIANO MUSIC ENDS</font> <font color="yellow">Even line.</font> <font color="yellow">We've got` We've got</font> <font color="yellow">the boards here. Even.</font> <font color="yellow">Remember? Um, your left hand on</font> <font color="yellow">your hip and your right arm out,</font> <font color="yellow">and you're looking down.</font> <font color="yellow">And... swish up. Swish up.</font> <font color="yellow">'I've been actually teaching</font> <font color="yellow">a grade one class.'</font> <font color="yellow">Then swish and jump.</font> <font color="yellow">'It's really fun doing the exercises</font> <font color="yellow">with them, often making up warm-ups</font> <font color="yellow">for them.</font> <font color="yellow">And I really enjoy it, especially</font> <font color="yellow">some days where you decide to put</font> <font color="yellow">in a funny warm-up.</font> <font color="yellow">Because often, especially</font> <font color="yellow">with little kids,</font> <font color="yellow">ballet warm-ups don't have to be</font> <font color="yellow">all about the technical ballet.</font> <font color="yellow">Sometimes, they can just</font> <font color="yellow">be a bit of fun, really.</font> <font color="yellow">Then... turn round.</font> <font color="cyan">He speaks at an adult level, but</font> <font color="cyan">he is also able to explain things...</font> <font color="cyan">simple ` very simple `</font> <font color="cyan">and he also gives examples</font> <font color="cyan">of what not to do,</font> <font color="cyan">which is... the kids love.</font> <font color="yellow">One thing you've got to remember</font> <font color="yellow">in ballet ` some people say, um,</font> <font color="yellow">you know,</font> <font color="yellow">things like jazz and acrobatics are,</font> <font color="yellow">you know, lyrical and more flowing,</font> <font color="yellow">and ballet's stiff. It's not.</font> <font color="yellow">You may, say, look controlled,</font> <font color="yellow">but you're actually still...</font> <font color="yellow">You're, um... You're fluid,</font> <font color="yellow">and you're relaxed.</font> <font color="yellow">(EXHALES) You're not` You're not,</font> <font color="yellow">like, stiff ` positions, positions.</font> <font color="yellow">You're more positions. So, yes.</font> <font color="lime">Releves.</font> <font color="lime">Releves.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">DELICATE PIANO MUSIC PLAYS</font> <font color="lime">Just about to head up to Auckland</font> <font color="lime">for the annual, um, British Theatre</font> <font color="lime">Dance Association Festival.</font> <font color="lime">We're just looking at tidying up</font> <font color="lime">a few little things, so just our</font> <font color="lime">placement of our feet</font> <font color="lime">at the front and the back.</font> <font color="lime">So just tiny little tweaks.</font> <font color="lime">Just back a little bit.</font> <font color="yellow">Um, what do you mean? As in`?</font> <font color="yellow">Um, what do you mean? As in`?</font> <font color="lime">There. You were forward.</font> <font color="yellow">Yeah. Saying... I was going to say</font> <font color="yellow">as in, 'Is my foot going back,</font> <font color="yellow">'or do you want me to go back?'</font> <font color="yellow">'or do you want me to go back?'</font> <font color="lime">I want your toe back more.</font> <font color="yellow">'or do you want me to go back?'</font> <font color="lime">I want your toe back more.</font> <font color="yellow">Yeah.</font> <font color="lime">You're just coming forward` It's</font> <font color="lime">coming here, and you want it back</font> <font color="lime">just a wee bit.</font> <font color="lime">No, no. Come here.</font> <font color="lime">Here, here.</font> <font color="lime">Here, here.</font> <font color="yellow">Mm?</font> <font color="lime">No, no. Yeah. Just take it</font> <font color="lime">out back there. That's...</font> <font color="lime">Yup.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">GENTLE MUSIC PLAYS</font> <font color="lime">Well, he's obviously very dedicated</font> <font color="lime">to what he wants to do, which</font> <font color="lime">actually makes my job really easy.</font> <font color="lime">So if you ask him to do something,</font> <font color="lime">he immediately tries to... make it</font> <font color="lime">perfect first time.</font> <font color="lime">So that's why he's really</font> <font color="lime">hard on himself.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">MUSIC CONTINUES PLAYING</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">CURIOUS PIANO MUSIC</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="red">#</font> <font color="yellow">I really love swimming.</font> <font color="yellow">I come here every week.</font> <font color="yellow">Sometimes when you're just</font> <font color="yellow">swimming heaps and heaps,</font> <font color="yellow">you really just forget what's</font> <font color="yellow">happening at` around outside.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">GENTLE PIANO MUSIC</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">PIANO MUSIC ENDS</font> <font color="yellow">Ooh, it's heavy. (GIGGLES)</font> <font color="cyan">Costumes are very important.</font> <font color="cyan">It's part of the dance.</font> <font color="cyan">A lot of the costumes</font> <font color="cyan">that he had before,</font> <font color="cyan">I'd made them to fit him.</font> <font color="cyan">And, of course, he'd had such</font> <font color="cyan">growth` big growth spurts</font> <font color="cyan">that even the allowances I'd left</font> <font color="cyan">to be able to let out, there was</font> <font color="cyan">no way. (LAUGHS)</font> <font color="cyan">So it's, yeah, constant sewing,</font> <font color="cyan">constant repairing.</font> <font color="cyan">These were normal boots which I had</font> <font color="cyan">made into... dancing boots. Um, it</font> <font color="cyan">was going to cost us...</font> <font color="cyan">well over $600</font> <font color="cyan">for a pair of...</font> <font color="cyan">character boots for Salem.</font> <font color="cyan">So I thought, um, 'No, I can't</font> <font color="cyan">afford that.'</font> <font color="cyan">It's incredibly expensive. Luckily,</font> <font color="cyan">we've had scholarship from Variety `</font> <font color="cyan">the Children's Charity,</font> <font color="cyan">and Salem has just got</font> <font color="cyan">it for the third year.</font> <font color="cyan">Um, without it, I don't</font> <font color="cyan">know what we'd have done.</font> <font color="cyan">Salem's blog, it's Ballet Boy NZ.</font> <font color="cyan">We have got an amazing</font> <font color="cyan">amount of readers.</font> <font color="cyan">Um, it's also the...</font> <font color="cyan">The London, um, Boys Ballet School</font> <font color="cyan">has put it on their resource list</font> <font color="cyan">as a blog for the boys to read</font> <font color="cyan">as,... yeah, a` a ballet</font> <font color="cyan">boy's journey, eh?</font> <font color="yellow">Yeah.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">PLAYFUL PIANO MUSIC</font> <font color="yellow">Yeah, I'm really excited about</font> <font color="yellow">the idea of going up to Auckland,</font> <font color="yellow">because it's just...</font> <font color="yellow">it'll be such an amazing experience.</font> <font color="yellow">In some ways, you want to see new</font> <font color="yellow">people, and you, um...</font> <font color="yellow">you want to dance in new theatres</font> <font color="yellow">and everything, so every theatre</font> <font color="yellow">is different to dance in.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">< CHILD CHATTERS</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">PLAYFUL MUSIC</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="red">#</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">MUSIC ENDS</font> <font color="yellow">OK, now, on to it.</font> <font color="yellow">OK, now, on to it.</font> <font color="cyan">On to it. OK. Here we go.</font> <font color="cyan">'He was going to go to Auckland by</font> <font color="cyan">himself with the performance troupe,</font> <font color="cyan">but the pressure's got to him,</font> <font color="cyan">'for a lot of reasons, so he did</font> <font color="cyan">ask me the other day... if I would</font> <font color="cyan">go up.'</font> <font color="yellow">'What made me ask my mum to come</font> <font color="yellow">along with me to Auckland was</font> <font color="yellow">'there are many things that could've</font> <font color="yellow">happened while I was away.'</font> <font color="cyan">Mm-hm.</font> <font color="yellow">What if I couldn't put on one of</font> <font color="yellow">my costumes? What if I'd forgotten</font> <font color="yellow">something or something like that?</font> <font color="yellow">And I could really get</font> <font color="yellow">myself worried and stuff,</font> <font color="yellow">and that could really affect</font> <font color="yellow">my performance on stage.</font> <font color="cyan">Oh, well, just manage your best.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">FUNKY JAZZ MUSIC</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">BELL CHIMES</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">JAZZ MUSIC CONTINUES</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">CIRCUS MUSIC PLAYS</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">AUDIENCE CHEERS, APPLAUDS</font> <font color="lime">The talent in the kids shows me</font> <font color="lime">what they're capable of doing.</font> <font color="lime">Each child has a report written for</font> <font color="lime">them. I have a writer sitting beside</font> <font color="lime">me,</font> <font color="lime">and they write a report detailing</font> <font color="lime">down some of the things I see that,</font> <font color="lime">uh, gives them some inspiration</font> <font color="lime">and maybe some, um, critical things</font> <font color="lime">that they need to pay attention to</font> <font color="lime">as well.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">JAZZ MUSIC</font> <font color="lime">I think boys are finding it maybe a</font> <font color="lime">little easier these days than I did</font> <font color="lime">in my childhood.</font> <font color="lime">Uh, but still, they're faced with</font> <font color="lime">those same things. There are the</font> <font color="lime">bullies at school that see them</font> <font color="lime">as being something that's way</font> <font color="lime">different from the norm.</font> <font color="lime">They're not playing rugby;</font> <font color="lime">uh, they` they're not racing cars.</font> <font color="lime">They're spending time in the studio.</font> <font color="lime">The boys will tease them about being</font> <font color="lime">a bit feminine. I know that I got</font> <font color="lime">that.</font> <font color="lime">But there's always a quick whip back</font> <font color="lime">` the fact you're spending all this</font> <font color="lime">fantastic time with girls.</font> <font color="lime">Meanwhile, they're playing rugby</font> <font color="lime">in the mud with the blokes.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">JAZZ MUSIC CONTINUES</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">MUSIC ENDS</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">AUDIENCE APPLAUDS ></font> <font color="yellow">One big problem with competitions</font> <font color="yellow">is there's so much waiting around.</font> <font color="yellow">It's just, like... It's just,</font> <font color="yellow">like, um, you` you do a dance,</font> <font color="yellow">and there's this humongous long</font> <font color="yellow">wait before you actually do your</font> <font color="yellow">next dance.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">PENSIVE MUSIC</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">TENSE PIANO MUSIC</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">GRAND ORCHESTRAL MUSIC</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">MUSIC CRESCENDOES</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">FLOWING ORCHESTRAL MUSIC</font> <font color="cyan">I think it would be getting him</font> <font color="cyan">ready to go overseas, cos he will</font> <font color="cyan">have to go over by himself.</font> <font color="cyan">And new people to perform to, which</font> <font color="cyan">he loves. He's a performer. He loves</font> <font color="cyan">to perform.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">ORCHESTRAL MUSIC CONTINUES</font> <font color="lime">He's got a lot of talent there,</font> <font color="lime">a lot of potential to do really</font> <font color="lime">really well</font> <font color="lime">and maybe move that towards</font> <font color="lime">a career, if that's what he</font> <font color="lime">chooses to do.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">GRAND MUSIC</font> <font color="yellow">There's so much satisfaction when</font> <font color="yellow">you do your dance really well,</font> <font color="yellow">and then you suddenly get a whole</font> <font color="yellow">bunch of applause from the audience.</font> <font color="yellow">It's almost enough to make up for</font> <font color="yellow">all of the effort you've been doing</font> <font color="yellow">for the dancing.</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">AUDIENCE CHEERS, APPLAUDS</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">GENTLE PIANO MUSIC</font> <font color="red"></font><font color="yellow">APPLAUSE FADES</font> <font color="white"></font><font color="black">Captions by Glenna Casalme.</font> <font color="white"></font><font color="black">www.able.co.nz</font> <font color="white"></font><font color="black">Captions were made possible</font> <font color="white"></font><font color="black">with funding from NZ On Air.</font> <font color="white"></font><font color="black">Able 2014</font>